glow in the dark morgan

went to the doctor today. the decision is to have me do some radiation, which'll start monday. i'll be having it on my shoulder and my lowest rib on the left side. that area has been hurting me pretty bad, i was worried that cancer had spread there, and sure enough. while i have experienced all kinds of new aches and pains with this whole thing, i think the pain that my rib area has caused me today from about 5am on is the worst pain i have ever felt. it felt like someone had driven a metal spike between two ribs and left it there. while in bed, i couldn't move without causing extreme pain. it's now mostly under control, like the shoulder, with drugs. they also gave me some morphine today. that stuff makes me a little goofy. very talkative. anyway. not sure how i feel about this news because i am still very high!!