beggers can't be choosers

what a horrible day. my rib is giving me more pain today, even through the pain medication. we'll be talking to the doctor about it on monday, and hopefully treating it either monday or tuesday. the pain seems to be moving full circle around the back side of my ribcage, and it now hurts when i breath. i'm also really sore on my left collar bone/shoulder, and i'm not sure why. it could be from my port(hopefully not), or it could just be sore, from being slept on, unused, etc. i am also not really eating. at all really. i'm not sure what to do to correct that; i just don't feel hungry, and forcing myself to eat is making me feel like puking. i know it can't go on for long like this though.

meanwhile, my finances seem to be spinning out of control. my credit card situation is not working out how i had hoped, my car insurance company that i just switched to decided to jack my rate up $150 for the next six months, and my checks are just not getting any bigger, because i'm never able to work as much as i wish i could. i have been joking with my employer about getting me a laptop so i can work from home, and he actually seems to be considering it to some degree. i am not sure how fast they will move on something like that, but it would sure be nice. i would definitly get in more hours that way. i need to work more, because i am tired of asking my parents or kate for money to pay my bills, even though i've only done it a few times. i just don't like the feeling.